monoblogue bedu

tomorrow will be the day that i will depart from my much loved hometown.

almost two weeks spent here was jittery, meaningful, and joyful.

there are much more words that can describe it but my English was not that awesome. haha.

and whats next? i will start the second semester the day after tomorrow. well, i've been waiting this moment so vigilantly that i will not mind if the semester break period is only one day. i've been stuck up with some crisis with my friend and now it is over.

the thing is i've been so regretful after the final exam of the first semester due to my lack of confidence when im answering the exam. deep in my heart i want to prove that i can match the heydays when im in form 3, where i scored straight As in the PMR exams. i know i can do it but i lose my focus when i enjoyed the environment at the college. there have been so much fun!

nevertheless, i cant blame it to anyone, or anything.

it came from myself, whether i can control my mind to do over something.

kerapkali sejak kebelakangan ni aku selalu sangat bermain dengan perasaan. kenapa? ini bukan sikap aku yang sebenar. aku seorang lelaki yang EGO dan sangat tidak mahu kalah kepada seseorang yang bernama perempuan. namun aku akan menyerah apabila dia adalah perempuan yang amat aku sayangi.

kerapkali sejak kebelakangan ini aku temui perempuan yang rapat dalam hidupku. mereka suka bermain dengan perasaan. ciri tipikal wanita? Ya, wanita dilahirkan memang untuk disayangi, diberi perhatian dan suka beremosi. berbeza dengan lelaki, yang mana mereka tidak akan tunduk kepada natijah perasaan mereka. mereka lebih suka bertindak dengan rasional. tetapi, perlu juga diketahui perihal 'rasional' yang munasabah mengikut fikiran mereka.

aku belajar kini, perempuan sangat mudah tunduk kepada emosi dan perasaan. kerapkali aku tidak dapat membezakan cara untuk berkawan dengan wanita, khususnya, cara untuk berkomunikasi dengan mereka. Jujurnya, wanita mudah menyalahtafsirkan layanan lelaki terhadap mereka. layanan yang LEBIH sedikit daripada kebiasaan akan menyebabkan mereka rasa 'disayangi'. aku belajar dari kesilapan.

ayah yang tersayang

mama yang terchenta

kakak yang abadi

aku yang tampan

= keluarga bahagia!

sedih pulak nak tinggalkan diorang semasa di matrik nanti!

kejayaan adalah hadiah buat ibu bapaku! amin!

masa yang diisi bersama teman2 sebelum sambung belajar ke peringkat lebih tinggi

sangat bebas seperti anwar ibrahim baru keluar dari tahanan ISA

seronok!

petang bermain bola, malam bermain Call Of Duty atau Left 4 Dead di cyber cafe top gold bersama rakan yang bersama sejak darjah 2

Zaidi aka Drogba, Dan aka Mat Rep, Najib aka Jiban, Udien, Erix, Salehan, Rahmat, Naqiuddin, Topeq, Akmal...

resolusi aku semasa belajar kolej matrikulasi melaka

1. pilih kawan, pilih kawan, pilih kawan

kawan yang menentukan pembawaan di sana. seperti kita berkawan dengan si pembuat perfume, kita akan berbau wangi. jika berkawan dengan pencuri, kita sama2 akan mencuri.

2. jimat masa

resolusi yang sangat berjaya semasa aku di plkn. memang aku sangat hargai masa. sampai member se dorm pun takut tengok aku. well, ini tempat belajar.

3. fokus, fokus, phokus

belajar memang susah nak fokus. selalunya menerawang fikir benda lain. tapi aku yakin insyaalaah aku akan fokus. dengan bantuan sabun aqura. haha. no more sleepiness.

4. catat sekurang2nya 3.6 semester 1

this article is primarily aimed at the girls, and for the sake of it. i have been following the girls world from my sister and my girl friends. since then, i realized how a girl can be attracted solely by good looks when they watch movies, favoring artists, and others.

just watch the twilight. the movie was utterly rubbish. what was featured was a corny and fangless vampire acted by Robert Pattinson. what the hell with a vegetarian vampire? for the girls, they just set aside THE FACTS and then watched the movie and admiring the actor. and then they make twilight fans legions. yeah, girls is funny. they do not enjoy good movies. but they enjoy good looks.

the experience is priceless. for a humid and hot weather like our country, playing football during the day is an ultimate dream for the europeans, come Wayne Rooney and Cesc Fabregas, they will play with joy knowing that tanned skin can be obtained by playing football in Malaysia.

but for ourselves, we will avoid playing during the day because the temperature was blazingly hot and furthermore we do not want tanned skin because for the malays, they will look like indonesians. lol

this is why playing football in the rain is the sheer pleasure for us, no sweat is expelled from the body and the water loss from the body is rather insignificant. we can play for about 2 hours non stop in the process. that is a brilliant joy for us.